You are stressed and depressed. Your heart is broken and weeping. When the weather of your heart is gloomy then can't feel the joy and happiness. You will not be able to hear the songs of the birds and the sound of the rain which you liked much. You need advice and attention from someone in your family or friend.
There are really several factors to consider before we come up with the answer to your question. Here are some of them:
* you are getting matured. When we were young we would shouting for joy if our mother would bought us lollipops or candies, but as we get matured, there are certain changes that happen, candies and lollipops are not our source of happiness anymore.
* You are just exhausted. Maybe because of your work environment, family problems, peer pressures etc. What I could suggest is that you might take a leave from your work, have a great massage, go to the beach or do whatever relaxes you.
* you are getting matured. When we were young we would shouting for joy if our mother would bought us lollipops or candies, but as we get matured, there are certain changes that happen, candies and lollipops are not our source of happiness anymore.
* You are just exhausted. Maybe because of your work environment, family problems, peer pressures etc. What I could suggest is that you might take a leave from your work, have a great massage, go to the beach or do whatever relaxes you.
You anticipate that whatever is going to happen won't be as good as you expected either way so whats the point in getting excited..